OH MY.WHAT JUST HAPPENED?
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Sunday, August 26, 2012
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You got a problem? Deal with it. 🙅 +
Gosh. You can always find a flaw in every single thing I do don't ya? Just because I don't call you today, it doesn't mean that i'm forgetting you. Hello, I'm not like him. If you're thinking like that. You're constantly saying I'm like this because of them. Cause I hang out with the Chinese too much. That I'm becoming like one of them. I am NOT. Why can't you just accept the fact that I'm already 15 and it's time for you to move on? Why can't you just give me some space? They are who I want to mix with. Ignore that, I'm already with them 24/7. They are like the sisters I will never have. And for you to just barge in and say those things... You don't even know them. So why are you judging them that way? Secondly, NEVER have I look to you for money. Your accusations are just getting from bad to worse. But if that's what you think. Please, go ahead and think that way. I can't say anything else but to accept everything you say. Why? Cause you'll think that I'm rude for answering back and the fight resarts itself.But if you see ,really, you've never given me the opportunity to speak up ever. Thanks.
Back at home🏠 +
Friday, August 24, 2012
Being back at home and now knowing the situation that's going on. We are all trying to make everything seemed like any ordinary day. But, I can definitely see a change in my mum towards me. Well. I guess she knows I'm bummed up about it of course. And I guess she's feeling uncomfortable with me going to have to adapt to some changes. But I know they made the right decisions for themselves and the family. I still have questions in my head that hasn't been answered. Hopefully I'll be able to figure it out myself. JIA YOU! 💪 but I'll definitely need my directions of the path taken checked, confirmed and doubled-confirmed.
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Thursday, August 23, 2012
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OHMY! 😱 THE SECRET IS OUT! +
Gosh. The team is trying to find out what our blogs were. I was the first to find Avelyn's. YAY. First achievement. Then the tables turned and now it's mine. Well. At least now you know my thoughts. Not really what you think is going through my head eh?
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Managed to print a picture of this quote. Basically, I'm trying to use this sentence to encourage myself to try new things that I would have not expect myself to do or to face problems head on, on a situation that I am uncomfortable with cause "YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE - YOLO". Life will definitely be unpredictable. But to live a great meaningful life, you have to try something new once in a while. This situations may not be faced again so take the chance to live it. 
I'm just a ladybuggy in a big garden🌻 +
Suddenly after 3 years I'm questioning myself now. My life here with my teammates has only been a lie. Well, has it? I didn't want to think that way at first but then at time soon passed. I realized that everyone else has their mini-clicks. Everyone else has their bestie that they can jut express their feelings too; will always have initiative to think about the bestie first. Well, NOT BEING IN ANY CLICKS? - CHECK 😔. NOT HAVING A BESTIE? - CHECK 😔. Gosh. It's worse that I thought. I'm a bitch aren't I? What is so wrong with me? The fact that I'm not pretty enough like the others to get a boyfriend? I know I'm not that perfect but I find sometimes that people never gave me the second chance to change their first impressions on me. I've always been the crazy girl but is that not enough for you guys. I'm really confused at myself for not knowing what my passing mark is to pass my social status and friendships exam. Can anyone help me? And even though I'm writing this. I know no one would be reading and that sooner or later, I'm just going to be another faint memory.